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everyone's got their demons........Mine has a wicked sense of Humor................
so the art show went great. i got 2 first, 2 2nd, and 2 honorable mention and a best of show on my screen. track's district is in 2 days. just glad that it's almost over.
spring breaks almost over... even tho it's not really a break. I had 5 track meets and i had to work cus the guy who works there decided to take 2 weeks off.
I think I'm like into the Taoism. Taoism tries to find a medium, a middle path. so if they are really happy they try to be sad, and if they sad they try to be happy. maybe that explains why i do it, cus when i read it it makes me throw up when i'm kinda happy
i've been sucking at long jump. I've gotten hurt this year so much. I hit my head on a hurdle, i fell and have track burns all over my back. I somehow got my spike caught on the long jump board and almost cracked my head on the concrete.
my first track meet is next thursday at home. 4:30 so everyone should comeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i did back and forth today for hurdles for teh first time. i had the hurldes all the way down, but it was so killer. I only did 8 reps, so that's only 80 hurdles. ur supposed to do 2 sets of 10. ..... that's crazy.
I've been thinking about what Track means to me a lot lately. It used to be something that i was the best at, i just go out there and mess around and still end up winning. now i work my ass off and i win occasionally but never as good as i wanted to be.
in essence what does hurdles mean to me? I loved it and then i hated it. it betrayed me. i vowed to give it up. I even went as far as to think that since i'm only 5' 9" there's no way i can be great at the high school level. but now i've kinda calm down a little. now i must run it, not simply to win, rather, to discover myself.
my hope is in the long jump i have to get 20+ feet this year.